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Soon ill be finishing high school. I don't even know if ill be able to finish. I have always been told that i'm such a stupid person, called blondie stupid (no offence)... One day in the middle of shower I sudden started wondering if I'm really is stupid, or that my cleverness disappeared ever since I started believing myself that I am stupid. Maybe my cleverness is somewhere else? Maybe there's a still a talent somewhere in me that I haven't discovered yet? Haha.
I actually never thought of it... I mean that I always got told that I'm stupid, ever since I was little. Starting with my parents. I never thought deep over it, nor get offended over it. I don't get it... Am I really that stupid? Sometimes I say "b..but I can draw! 8D", but that's just a way to defend myself. I know that I'm far from master level in my drawing skill, but that's the only thing I have been praised of ever since... I don't know when. Is that why I want to build a future out of that so badly?
It would be so much easier if there was someone that could tell me when a person is clever and when a person is stupid... If my drawing is good or bad... Do people still accept me even if I'm neither of those...?

Geezzz! My brain just don't stop thinking when is late at the night...!